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party on

be careful what you say...

... I see you from the shadows.
free akatsuki cloud icon by Jablonka89

Do you think that (since the big update) Daily Deviations have lost their purpose and no longer give the exposure boost? 

8 deviants said Yes
8 deviants said Unsure
3 deviants said No
... But I stay in one place. Perhaps I'm even moving backwards.
Because it's so hard for me to accept changes.

One parent not being around anymore, and other parent getting new partner.
People at my age getting married.
Or friends I just was in high school with, just a few years ago, having a child. - Sure, I am still in the stage of being 'in school' because of university, and I feel like they are on the same level as me, even though they aren't from a long time. Always considered them as not responsible, even though they had job, and they were always the ones who were responsible.
Or the world going more and more tech.
Small kids having fancy phones. Alcohol, drugs, smoking, and sex.
People spending their whole lives in front of PC, not seeing the world around.
So much information around us, that we forget about the most important things.
All these artists making accounts everywhere, being so known and connected to the community, while I just stay here.
Just going to facebook and seeing my friends having meetings with each other, having fun on the photos.
Or people trying to get different way of living, instead of just going to work and earn that money. Sometimes making stupid and unreasonable decisions.
But then I have no decision, I don't know where to go and what to do, and I can't imagine working full shift and having time for everything else. I just won't.

Everything feels fake and forced.
Everything that was so amazing in the past, long forgotten now.
My story, my characters I have so far, it was all so great to me, now feels like a bunch of mary-sues with boring undeveloped unreasonal story.
People either say they are nice (making me feel like they're just being nice) or throwing heavy judgement, telling me what they think is wrong. Making me realize more and more how stupid it all is.
And the hardest part in this is that everything I create which is connected with my OC's and my story, is going straight from my heart. They're made with part of my soul. I'm showing you part of my soul. And that part of my soul, part of my heart, part of my very own being and the reason who I am - it all turned out to be the most boring thing one could ever create.

And then I realize, with tears in my eyes, that this, this all, is the reason why I'm alone.
I stay in one place, without moving forward with everyone.

Thank you for reading.


P for Pancakes
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Hi! I am Poki and I love to be inspired <3

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the immortal collection

spring by pruzjinkacandy :love: by pruzjinkasakura tea by pruzjinka
Anivia Stamp by LeaShakira.:Nom nom Toothless:. by OxAmySpongebob Rape Face Animated by Fyi-Sus
Shaman King stamp :D by uplawAnna x Yoh Stamp by Gezusfreekcirno by TCBstamps
Naruhina - Stamp by KaorulovPure Love - Naruhina Stamp by KaorulovI_love_manga-stamp by kluska-chan
I Suck at Drawing Backgrounds by MelissaDaltonMY ONE AND ONLY STAMPPPP by pumpkynI Still Love You by LeonaWindrider
Ranting about rants by MikeinelIf I draw you a rainbow... by mintyyArt Trades Open Stamp by izka197
Collabs Open Stamp by izka197pluto:STAMP: by XxdarknayruxXI Draw For.. -STAMP- by HoneyAppleNinja
Can't Remember Stamp by InspirizedPractice Stamp by Zombie-FaerieStamp: DDR Fan :Revised: by realdeal2u4u
I Know Stamp - Revamped by EvilSakuSay NO to Bases by MarioRozHitting Things Stamp by LightShappy
Poland Stamp by l8digital-artists stamp by CookiemagiKStamp - Art is... by CelesJessa
Sleep is Overrated Stamp by Mirz123Studying Stamp by Kezzi-RoseArt at 3 AM by blackdahlia
Winter Love Stamp by smileystampswhen i think of winter by obsidianstampsWinter stamp by sequelle
I love Snow by mcericI'm dreaming of snow... by PixieRiotWinter Stamp by Kezzi-Rose
Storm Stamp by soulshelteri fart rainbows by mintyyAutumn Stamp by Kezzi-Rose
Starter Stamp by Kezzi-Rosepokemon timeline stamp by kuribohspiritCute Pokemon Stamp by morfachas
Comment Before You Favourite by BoffinbraiNDaily... by prosaixComment Stalker Stamp by Drick96
I Love Chocolate by SophibelleSushi Love Stamp by chikaex0ticaNever too much diamonds. by SnowSniffer
dAddicted-Stamp by SnowSnifferThe Gallery Stamp by BusirisMeow..Stamp by PyroKismet
EndeRRRRRRRRmen by stampsnstuffToast Stamp by Kezzi-RoseArt Geek Stamp by xoxostudios
+ + Stamp + + by eikosaliaArt Block Stamp by KhrinxI love minecraft! by SnowSniffer
nocturnal artist eh... by AxiasAlexaTea Stamp by Kezzi-RoseHot Chocolate Stamp by Kezzi-Rose
Akatsuki moving clouds stamp by coraza-de-aceroBe Unique Stamp by GoodiesForYouStamp - Comics by AzraelleWormser



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welcome in the group!!!!
Sun May 15, 2011, 7:46 AM
Tue Jul 20, 2010, 10:08 PM
lolllll! :D
Wed Apr 28, 2010, 12:24 AM
You lost the game, But your drawing skills intile you to a llama badge.
Fri Apr 23, 2010, 12:45 PM
hi xD
Thu Mar 18, 2010, 4:51 AM
Wed Mar 17, 2010, 12:48 PM
Thu Jan 28, 2010, 5:05 AM
x D
Sun Jan 24, 2010, 5:35 AM
:la::la::la::dummy::dummy::dummy: ;D
Fri Jan 8, 2010, 12:30 AM


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Eric-Nero Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2015
Thanks for the Llama. :)
WingedAndromeda Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2015
Thank you for the llama! :)
DarkOnesDagger Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2015
Thanks for the llama! ♥
Mitzori Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2015  New member
I made a bet with my friend that i couldnt get her picture spread around DA…

every person I pass this link to I'll also be picking one picture of theirs I like and spreading it around to get more art work being shared all around DA so please help me spread this picture and art work of all kinds around deviantart
redhead1251 Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2014
Thanks for the llama :)
UsagiAqua Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the llama! :happybounce: 
WindTunnel67 Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2014  Hobbyist
Thank you for the llama
Sir Karp says Thank You! by TheSplashingMAGIKARP For the llama! A llama in return!
CHOCOCHIYOKO Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2014  Student General Artist
thanks for the watch :3 :iconrubcheeksplz:
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kawaiiwolves Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Thank you for the :iconrainbowllamaplz: :iconsnugplz:
fireandcrystal101 Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2014
thanks for the llama  <3333
Hawksfan4848 Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the llama! :llama:
CazyBunny Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Llama jump thanks a lot for the llama! 3D Llama Badge 
Kairi-H Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2014
Thanks for the watch! <3
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Commander-Lim Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2014
Just wanna pop by to say you're an awesome person and the best girlfriend in the world :)

Wuv you :heart:
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